Bright star.

 

You don´t love yourself. You don’t respect yourself.

Are you in war? Maybe, yeah! You are. Because I look at your window and all I see is you hurting yourself. You are always hurting your body, your mind and your heart. Leaving you with nothing good, instead keeping breaking promises. I see you cheating you with other people.

Are you in war? You might be… But, instead of what other people think or say; this is a war of one. There are no external rivals. Those who think that they are in the battlefield with you: they are not. They say motivational conversations but, they are not helping you at all, and definitely not cheering you. They are only viewers that are waiting for the end of it for their own satisfaction. Like vultures.
If you don’t treat your serf better than this, how can it be different this time? You are losing the war and isn’t going to change if you don´t treat you better this time. The war is an individual form of battling constantly. At the end, there are no silver bullets. There are no red carpets pierced by horns. There are only lights but all the mist keeps the darkness ahead, that is why you think the battery of your flashlight is dead but is only dirty.
There is a war, definitely. But you are the agonist and the antagonist of the show. Do you want to be the first protagonist who is dying first at your own movie? I don´t think so.

Take this water and wash your forehead. Clean your glasses with your fingers, clean the dirty crystal of the light you are carrying and start to see… Again.
Can you see it now? Like magic! Right?
Really, can you? Or the selfishness and the greediness of your anger don´t let you...

The society is in war as well. We are in war but at macroscopic levels. There are anger everywhere. The intolerance of the neighbor and your mouth full of insults to the nature and other living creatures are just around the corner. Don´t you see?

If you can´t… look at the mirror or at the living room in your own house to see. Yes! It exist also inside the houses. We are in war. Definitely, the war is here. But, some warriors are winning their own battles. They are destroying demons and shadows of evil. They started with their mirrors and continued with their houses. How do I know it? I did it too. Some of them already won. Some of us, are very close. And you?

Can you see it now?

When I open my window, the first thing I do is to smell fresh air and hear the sing of the birds. It reminds me how lucky I am to be in this position. I won and I have all my senses back to me. That is how we are supposed to live. Right? But… How are you? Your mirror and your house is clean? Or it is so difficult to see your situation and change it (if you need to) that you can't see... 
When you open your window, how is the smell around like? What sounds do you hear? Fresh air and the sing of the birds? Or the noise of the car´s horn and the smog is contaminating you and your house so hard that you think you are in the middle of a wildest jungle.

In nature, the creatures don´t need seven alarms just to wake up and be there on time. The sun does its job and the light in their eyelids wake them up.

In nature, they kill and they die naturally by the nature forces for the feeding with the process of hunting or being hunted. But, in here, we all feel like we never hunt. We only die. Why it has to be like that? I did not like it, so I decided to stop my own war, battling and winning all the obstacles I saw in my mirror. Then, I did the same thing but in my house. Now, I need you to do the same with you and together we will have a fighting chance at the macroscopic level: The society´s war.  

Yes.

There is a war!

But, if you want to participate by my side, you need to start by winning in your own head looking at your own window and shape the image of you just the way you want to be. Stop listening to the crowd because they need you to fail. They did not buy a ticket to watch the show, but, they still bet against you. The war is with your own body and in your own skin.  The key to being victorious is inside of you. Stop looking outside because you will spend all your life searching with failure.
Outside there are only terrible consequences for you and lots of fortuities winnings for the ones against you. Don´t feed the ones who doesn’t want to work because they want to live by your ribs and with your sweat. Get out of your inside anger and the massive intolerance of your being. Love you the way you are, and the way you were created.

There are things you don´t like?

Good.

Change.

Leave the poor domination of the human skills to the ones whom don´t know how to live by their own. Those are desperate of your shut down and they will be all their life waiting seated on their dirty sofa. 

In war you survive only without fear. The war is won with fearless faith.

Dou you have faith in yourself?  

How much time have you ever been only poorly surviving and not living with abundance?

Do you know how well you can live with joy? And love? And happiness? Even if it is a momentary bliss. I prefer to be in the tiny shadow of epiphany than to be in the greatest shadow of the dark.

When the internet goes down in your house… All you can do all day is complaining about how your cellphone data is going to be used unnecessary. Or you will go to bed early and will start counting sheep or cattle for a quick sleep. If you posted a photo or actualized your status it is going to be the end for your social followers and your anxious worried dreams will give you away by not knowing who commented or liked your shit. Stop giving a lot of care to things that does not have value in your life. The internet returned? It is a miracle! 

Why do you think you need to scream your rights or your needs? If the miracles for you are the comeback of the internet or the “divine justice arriving” with humiliation and fatal falls of the ones who hurt you before.

The right and the needs does not come with scream and violence. They come with patience, with consciousness and with hope. What are the kids learning from their angry and intolerant fathers than “God” gave them? Go back to your own house and look the behavior of your sons. They are your reflection. They are machines of screams, anger and poor nutrition in all ways (education, spiritualism and ethic) with the living and the not living being. If you are or going to be that type of parent: Yes! The abortion shouldn´t be a human right it should become a human obligation. Because all day you were not at your house because you were so busy making money for their best future, they are converting themselves into the pieces of shit you all are. The future you want for your children won´t be possible if you keep forgetting that you live in the present, and... Who needs a brilliant future if their present is full of dark?  

We as a society are UN freaking believable. Seriously. It is time to look at our own mirror and put an end to the inexistent war of your inexistent troubles in our inexistent miserable life.

Life should be all about living, not only surviving. Right?

So, why you don´t love and take care of yourself? How can the apparently inexistent God be so sure you will love your descendants and be convinced that send them to you is the right decision?

Sometimes you care more for your domestic pets than for your children. UN freaking believable. Still, your dog needs one shower a month, proper medical attention and vacuums but you don’t like to take it to the vet (because it is a lot of trouble or it is expensive), you prefer to do it at home. Even dough you don’t know how to do it properly. You prefer it to be 85% clean, than the 100% required, just because you think it is enough but suddenly it dies and you cry a river.

 
You walk through the main street vandalizing your own "civilized and vanguard home" just to prove your point and to clear your head. Then, the president do or approve wrong moves for the country and apparently he is all the bad in the world because he is harming your land and you deserve to be living in better condition in your own "home" (the same one you already destroyed, vandalized or burned because the protest was worth it).
It is so easy to blame other people but you. Or, to step aside if the problem is not directly yours. But, it is really not yours?

If I go to US: I´m not black and, in the rest of the globe; I´m not a women. But, I have the same feelings just like them (no more and no less). So, in my point of view: I have the same rights to walk next to them even though I’m not one of them. Why black people don´t like Mexicans in US? Why women suddenly don´t like men? I want to cooperate and help but, seems too hard to cooperate just for the common civilization. We all are human beings and we all live in the same amount of ground. No matter what the frontiers says or the politics claims. If I see you hurt I will do everything in my power to help you. Because you are a living creature as I am. That is what I want to teach my children (someday) and it is what I´m trying to teach you right know. It is not just to create a multitude for noise, it is to create a multitude for silent and listening.

We are expressing our behavior and our society is anger. But, how much anger a human being can hold on their hands? How much violence is enough? How much enough is enough?

Aren´t we tired of battering with each other? Because I am.
If you are not tired of the war that comes with the flag that was beaten to you or the extension of the territory where you were born. At least, get tired of the war that continues happening in your mind. The one who is hitting your head and will crush and destroy you is only you. What a surprise!

Are you angry at me for teaching you a way? Or at you, because you couldn´t see clear from the beginning. Whichever it is: Don´t be. Because I was in anger all the time too. I blamed everyone but me too. I were in your shoes.

Do you believe me now? Or I have to continue typing.

Maybe you are angry at me, because I´m a reflection of you. I hope that is it, because now I can predict that you are angry at your governors as well, probably at the world and most importantly at God. Maybe you stopped believing in him because of your current situation, like I did. Maybe you are mad at your mediocre job, at your mediocre salary. Maybe you are angry with your mediocre life and with your mediocre family.

Maybe you are tired of being angry and you don’t want to be angry anymore.

Do you love yourself, just the way you want to be loved by others?

Wait…

Hold on a second…

Have you felt loved before?

No reason you don´t believe in God or in my words. But if you have; if you want to stop being angry with your own existence: look at the mirror and win the war happening in front of your eyes.

Don´t believe in God, (if you don’t want to) don’t believe in me, (if you don’t want to) but, please; I’m begging you: BELIEVE IN YOURSELF.

Don´t think your existence is as mundane as the religions are in the modern era. Because it is not.
I think about you, and I care about you. That is why I am revealing myself through you; through your eyes.   
The war is right in the middle of your eyes but you are angry at people, or worst; at things, or even worst; at life. And this anger does not let you see the big (sometimes divine) picture.

When was the last time you feel free, happy and loved with every inch of your sensorial receptors of your skin?

When was the last time you cried just because your life was so divine breathtaking?
It had to be this morning when you opened your eyes to start a new day; at least.

If it was not this morning: 

Aren’t you tried to be at war? And, not with the city; or the family was given to you or that you choose; but with your mind, with the body and the soul you build, with your own creation. Bombs trough your ears are shaking your eardrums. Explosives in your pupils exploding every day. The claws of the wolf ripped off your skin and you did not saw it because the mist of the darkness in you, because you thought the battery of your flashlight was dead.

Will the war end?

Of course it will.

Take care at yourself because it is easier to fight with your eyes open than with your body and soul in tears. Why do I know that? Because I have faith it will. I battled with faith and I won.

If I could, why couldn´t you?

Stop screaming and start to listen...You are in war, aren’t you?

You want it to end, don’t you?

Here! I´ll give you hope, and nothing else. 

"Because the faith depends on you, is in you. Don´t be afraid to look at the mirror. The only reflection you will see is yours. If you have faith: the only reflection you will see, will be yours. And if you don´t like what you see, change it. Because there always be time to be a better living creature". 

You will win the war. 

You´ll put an end of the dark and you will start to shine, like a bright star.